Thursday, December 30
some stuff i said today that i want to remember.
i saw your face when you said goodbye.. and i realised it could have been the last goodbye. maybe tomorrow it will be, but the actual date doesn't really matter cos we'll never really say goodbye in our hearts. in our hearts friends will always be friends, because forever lasts as long as you allow it to.. and for me, forever lasts etenity and three days.
friendship is love. and love never ends.
i'm not too good with words, so i'll just give you a picture, and let it paint you a thousand words instead.
i'm not quite the girl you think i am.
i'm somewhere in between.
i can't walk the tightrope of control
without the net of mercy below.
i can scath others unthinkingly
but i must always hide concern with gruffness.
i'm not quite the girl even i think i am.
teach me to walk on water.
it must've been love.
1:53 am
xoxo